Warning: Hateful post.
And note: You've been warned.
Word count: 792. See, you can always write longer when you're emotionally disturbed.

That night, my friend wanted to video chat with me. So while I was chatting, my bro shouted from his room saying it was too loud, then I turned it down, and then he said it was still too loud, and then I turned it down more, and then he came to my room with the dulan look and said something like 'if you wanna turn your speaker loud, use earphone instead'. I then asked him for earphone cause I don't have one, then he said 'use your own earphone', and I said I don't have one. He then walked away without acknowledging me.

Okay I was wrong in this case because I shouldn't on the speaker for that loud at night, but then I still feel angry for him being so dulan at me. Since he already suggested a solution to solve the problem, why don't he lend me his earphone? Wasn't he contradicting himself? Although I said I was angry, but my actual feeling was in fact sad. I don't know why that I was sad, I just felt that way. Maybe it was because he ignored me while I asked for his earphone? But that doesn't matter to anyone anyway, because it is me who is having those feeling, not others.

So I told my friend to chat next time because I was emotionally disturbed, and she could see my facial expression changed 180 degree.

I know sometimes it is hard to live under the same roof with others, but we tolerate anyways, tolerate their flaws, and stuff like that. But lately I just felt that they are getting overboard. Okay fine, they want me to do this, I did. They don't want me to do that, I obeyed. But whenever I tell them something they did that I'm not happy about, they will answer me 'If you don't like what I did, why not change it back yourself?'. And instead of them obeying me, I did what they said instead.

Like for instance, the shower nozzle should normally be hanging on top. And for some reason every time after my brother used it, it would be on the floor. So I was the one who attach it back all the time. One day I went into his room asking why is it that every time he showered, the nozzle would be on the floor. I was expecting that he would say something like he would put it back next time, but instead he said 'if you don't like it that way, you can put it back yourself'. Like HELLO, I wasn't the one removing it from its original space why would I be the one who attach it back? But I still did it anyway, because I am going to use it next, not him.

And he was the one who came out with the idea of covering the drainage hole with a tile so that at night, cockroaches couldn't enter the bathroom through the drainage system. And he pass this noble task of covering that hole every night to me. Seriously, why can't you close the hole when you see that it's not covered, and leave every job to me? Obviously sometimes I will forget, and is it that hard to just cover up the hole when you see that I didn't cover it? Plus I wasn't always the last one showering so whenever he showers late at night, I would have to cover that hole for him as well. And I couldn't not cover it because I am scared of cockroaches.

I always tell myself that it's just half more year, half more year later I will be out of this house. Although I will still be coming back after finishing my studies in Australia, but at least I get to leave this house. I don't know how my future housemates will act, will they be worse, or will they be better? But that's the risk worth taking. I know you guys will not see this post but, I'm sick of you. I've been having the same feeling throughout these years, but you don't seem to notice because you are just too self centered.

Okay this has officially became my 1st hate post about my family. But wtv. Life is not just a bed of roses, and even though it is, that bed of roses will still have thorns on it.

Comments disallowed because I don't want some ppl leaving craps like 'oh you are just a spoiled brat who thinks too much' or 'maybe you did something to them that is worse than what they did to you'. These are just my rants and I've already warned you so yea.