Pommes Frites

After working at MABiC for 2 weeks, this is the 1st time we actually took the trouble to go Sunway to have our lunch instead of that lousy cafeteria of ours. However, that other 2 colleagues were not present, dunno where they went to lepak and had fun.

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And I bought my first earring today, so excited to change it now lol, but I'm still at work now.. =(

Oh and I pierced one of my ears.

Monitor this you Fug

I don't like people standing behind me viewing what I'm doing with my laptop without my permission. It's fucking inconsiderate and invading my privacy.

Oh sure those culprit will definitely say fucking stupid stuff like 'Oh~ If you're not guilty of possessing anything in your laptop you wouldn't be defensive' and shitty nonsense like that. So what if I'm defensive over my property? Oh yea I'm watching porn now and if you don't mind I'd like to be alone while masturbating. And stop spying on what websites I go. I can list them down here for you.

http://fmylife.com
http://facebook.com
http://gmail.com

Well those are the ones I visited during working hours and while that inconsiderate spy's looking, not that I'm a boring dude who only visits these 3 websites. And imagine that, even those websites she (yes a she) wanna spy on. Hello it's not top secret stuff like where's Obama going to have his high tea at or something. Go view your facebook account, I'm in your friends list (unfortunately) and you're welcome to spy on wtv that is written there.

Let me tell you what you pc monitoring bastards. If you wanna spy on other people's pc, do it without people noticing, NOT WHEN SOMEONE IS ALREADY NOTICING AND TRYING TO CLOSE THE BROWSER/DESKTOP AND YOU STAND THERE STUPIDLY AND TELL THEM 'Oh is he/she your friend? cause I saw you viewing his/her facebook profile!' Yes I know you know that we are friends cause I know that you are looking at my pc and that's why I'm hiding everything away from you. Get it? Don't get it? Seriously wtf is wrong?

'Wow you already added him as a friend in facebook? But you guys just knew each others for 4 days!' None of your business asshole. Yes I like adding people in facebook, does it matter to you? Will it kill your brain cells? No. So fuck off from my computer.

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Lok Mun Law says
there?

Aaron Yap says
no, drowned

Lok Mun Law says
is uq under the water?

Aaron Yap says
partially

Lok Mun Law says
under the sea~ under the sea~

Aaron Yap says
>_____>
its river
and u damn lame

Lok Mun Law says
how do u live?

Aaron Yap says
>__________>
eating edible food

Lok Mun Law says
where u buy?

Aaron Yap says
so i can get the essential nutrition in my body
breathing air that has an appropriate concentration on oxygen
so my body can metabolize food

Lok Mun Law says
where u buy that edible food?

Aaron Yap says
thus getting energy for me to maintain my "living"
-_____________-
grocery stores
supermarket

Lok Mun Law says
wow i tot they would run out of stock or something
u row boat?

Aaron Yap says
your a fucking idiot aren't you? =_=
i went sarcasm for so long
and u still thought i am telling the truth
and u ask dumb questions
like seriously?

Lok Mun Law says
haha
as long as ur okay

Aaron Yap says
my place is not affected
i went grocery shopping before the flood came
my place is near the river
but at high ground
thats simple answer >_>
and who the hell row boat to buy groceries
at that condition, who the hell will open for u to get groceries

Lok Mun Law says
haha maybe i am being sarcastic
who knows

Aaron Yap says
then u extremely deserve to get scolded by me

Lok Mun Law says
woo
sorry

Aaron Yap says
not in the mood now
try talking to me on the weekends

Lok Mun Law says
kay
byez

I dunno why I just felt like sharing this. Not to say that I'm completely innocent but... erm I guess I'm lost for words.

My New Camera

I just gotten myself a Sony Cybershot TX-5 for my Australia study trip~

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Went Broga hill on new year's eve~

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Beautiful sunrise =)

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This is just for fun.

I love my Sony tx-5 =)))

Amphetamine

I just watched this film, it's a homosexual movie which merely its title interested me to take the trouble to watch it.

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For the first 30 minutes I kept telling myself why did I waste my time watching this movie? It did not really grab my attention, but I kept watching it since I had nothing better to do. It has plenty of gay nudity inside which may disgust some people, but I find it bearable still.

It's about a story of a gay guy meeting a straight addict which for some reason managed to turn him slightly gay and then become straight again and then I don't know what anymore. There are some parts that confuse me, like why did the gay guy have sex with a lady, and how could the lady just forgive the straight guy after he raped her, and stuff like that.

But the weird thing is after I'd finished watching the film, I got emotional. Not to say boohoo emotional, but quite strong to affect my gaming routine. When I thought about a sentence said in the movie, my mood got affected.

It says 没有戒不了的毒,只有戒不了的爱, which is quite contradicting to what happened in the story cause I presume that the drug addict did not manage to get rid of his dependent towards amphetamine, and then in the end he just jump down from the bridge and committed suicide (which I think is caused by the hallucination after taking the drug). So I guess 毒 and 爱 can hardly be given up. Sigh I don't know why, but whenever I think of the sentence which does not tally with the storyline, I will get moody. WEIRD. Anyway there are plenty of abstracts in this movie which leaves the spectator to have their own imagination.

Maybe I'm sad cause they both couldn't get together, maybe it's cause of the bad ending, maybe it's the drug addiction, or the rape incident, but who knows, even I don't know. I still have 1 question though, to the drug addict, why did you commit suicide? It's a question that can never be answered since I'm not a friend of the producer or something lol.

Bangkok - Pattaya - Chiang Mai - Chiang Rai

Went to Thailand on the 4th of December till the 11th, a total of 8 days 7 nights trip. Considered quite long of a duration since it's just Thailand.

At first I really didn't wanna go. More like my mom forced me to cause she was kinda forced to go herself too, just to take care of my grandparents, and she said like she will be sleeping with another stranger in the same room cause no one is following her and kasihan stuff like that so I decided to follow her anyways.

And then I cried on the plane, cause of the small small things that happened from the airport to boarding the plane which caused me to stress up. And the lady sitting in front of me without any courteous looked at me thinking wtf is wrong with this selfish teen (that's what I assumed), and I stared back at her cause she stared at me first.

Fortunately they serve red wine on the plane and I drank 4 cups and mabuk mabuk when we reached Bangkok and I pushed the trolley of luggage in zigzag motion @.@

I couldn't really exactly remember what happened throughout the 8 days because I was too lazy to jot down and once I came back I was lazy to update my blog immediately too so.. I forgot.

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One of the dogs in the temple, they are everywhere, but this 1 is particularly cute~

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Kacau-mengacau hehe

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The long neck woman selling scarves

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And the family

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Seal dancing~ It looks quite lame in the photo but they were so obedient kay!

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Dolphins jumping loop. Also very geng but cannot be expressed much in this photo cause in real life that loop was so high up in air

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Elephant kicking football, the Thais sure know how to train animals, what animals haven't they trained before?

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Bai posey somemore

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Elephant drawing tree, wow

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Elephant riding a specially-made-for-it bike

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Man standing on standing elephant

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The white temple in somewhere, bought a new sunglasses~

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The garden near the King's mom's house somewhere

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Bangkok viewed from the 88th floor of the tallest building which I kinda forgot its name

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The coral beach~

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Paragliding and that's me, was hoping the photographer can have a bigger shot cause I really tried hard posing from the sky. Look at my artistic legs!

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This is a fake Lady Gaga, actually a Man Gaga

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Yup is the famous agua

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So beautiful can't really tell the difference, another Thai's speciality

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There are so many other photos in my phone but for some reason my pc is pms-ing so I can't transfer them into my pc, and now my bluetooth mouse cannot be detected as well so I am very bik qik now.

Results

And the results were finally out. It's totally out of what I'd predicted previously based on my method of studying. I just got a mere passing grade for all of my subjects. Not a credit, not even higher, just a pass.

'Well, as long as you passed, that's all that matter', people would usually tell me this to comfort me, but deep down somewhere there's this little voice that says 'it's not okay to just pass, aim higher!', and yeap, that should be the reality of life. Passing the course is not an option, getting a good grade is.

Unless if I don't plan to further my studies anymore and just stick to Bachelor of Science, yes just passing may be the minimal requirement, but what if I plan to pursue dentistry, or maybe physiotherapy? It's now not the matter of passing or not. The requirements are tremendous. They need an overall D grade to at least be able to apply, and that's not a guaranteed 100% enrollment too, and D stands for distinction, not that D grade we used to hear in primary or secondary schools.

So in UQ, a mere pass stands for the grade of 4. I got three 4s. 444. I hit the jackpot, but not 777 (HD), I got 444(P).

Just went to a gathering and heard quite a number of my friends talking about getting good grades and stuff. Yea I should congratulate them, but at the same time I wanna find a hole and hide myself and never come back out again and hopefully someone will fill up the hole with soil together with me or something.

What I cannot stand most is when someone gets a better grade than I am and kept complaining that they should get a higher grade. It's like getting a 90% out of 100 and questioning themselves why can't they get 100%. I don't mind that they have that thought because everyone should aim high, but why complain to me when I myself already feel like dying, do you want me to cheer you up? What about me? Who's cheering me up?

Sometimes people have problem but they themselves forget that other people too have their own problems.

Anyway let's just hope that I will get a better score in my 3rd year and hopefully everything will go according to plan. Ups and downs, they're just parts of life.